DRABBLE NUMBER ONE

You know when the sun is almost down, or in the mornings when the sky brightens, gradually, of course, it's a process in which you have to be patient while watching, admiring. And as the light slowly intensifies, it casts a glow on any room with uncovered windows. Or sometimes when multiple curtains are drawn back, hanging in different places, it casts its radiance wherever it can reach. Arrows of light are on the wooden floors, the bed spread, on the clothes you were too lazy to put away last night, illuminating the room that once consisted of only darkness. 

AUTUMN IN THE BAY AREA

In the Bay Area weather is incredibly moderate. We don't really have a designated weather around spring, summer and autumn because they all blend together. Apart from winter, when it does get a bit more cold and windy than usual, it's mostly sunny in the Bay Area. I spent the day with my best friend and my family as we went to the pumpkin patch and made plans of painting them instead of carving them this year, and later went to the Navy Base to take some photos by the ships. This post gives me a very happy feeling so I will be making a more creepy, dark blog post that will be primarily about Halloween later this month. Enjoy this photos from this great day and go by yourself some pumpkins to paint!

HAIR TRAVESTY

I have been blogging quite often lately about occurrences in my life and exciting new things. This is not exciting. It's definitely new, but I am not happy. I got my hair cut. I like to think of myself as someone who enjoys trying new things and is a bit adventurous at times. Never mind all of that. My idea of a haircut was trimming my bob to under my chin and adding choppy layers to get rid of my mom-do hair. Well, my hair stylist wasn't too keen on listening to what I had to say and chopped all of my hair off to right under my ears and my bangs look even worse than when they were thick and long. I got out of the hair salon and as soon as I got into the car I was crying.

I know your hair shouldn't be your safety blanket, but mine has always been. When I had my unnecessarily long hair, people would always compliment it, when I cut my bob and bangs, people commented on how I looked 'cute' and I was good with that. If I had a bad outfit day or my acne decided to act up, my hair looked good so it was okay. Now, I'm insecure about my acne, body image and my hair. It's not a good feeling to feel uncomfortable in your own skin.

It hasn't even been a whole day and I've heard about a million people tell me, "It will grow back!" I am so tired of hearing that. My first reaction seeing my hair was "I look like a patient in a mental ward who cut her own hair without using a mirror." I am insecure and embarrassed. I rely on my hair so much. I know that in about a month I will be fine and semi-satisfied with my image, but a month is a long time. So for now, I will stick to wearing hats, or propping my glasses upon my head to somewhat cover the horrendous 'mental ward patient hair do.' So long, cute bob.